March 5 2019.
I had a dream where goverment announced that everyone had to escape to the moon in 5 minutes, or else you'll be left all alone on earth and no one will come fetch you.
(Everyone had their own goverment gifted "spaceship". it was extremely small, like a firework and you were supposed to sit on it.)
I panicked upon hearing the announcement, i had to pack a lot of food and find TOAD from THE MARIO GAMES, but i couldnt find him.
I looked everywhere for him. i just wanted him so badly, i couldn't go anywhere unless I FIND HIM.
i ended up being way too late. it was all over for me. the electricty shut down for the whole world and everyone was gone.
Life ruined, all alone, thanks toad.
April 2 2019.
I had a dream where i was on a yellow metal fishing boat with few other people and my dad. my dad was controlling the boat.
the weather was very stormy, the waves kept shaking to boat around. our lives were in danger. i went to check up on my dad in the control room and
HE WAS DEAD on the controller seat, so i took out a handgun and started shooting him in the chest.
only to find out he was alive all along and i just killed him.
epic fail.
April 12 2019.
I had a dream where a mysterious nintedo switch appeared on my living room's TV table.
I turned the console on, only to see it had one game called "DEMON VERSION ANIMAL CROSSING".
I decided to play it. it was normal animal crossing but covered in thick fog and you could turn the camera around.
september 3 2019.
I had a dream where i was at school and met a really nice girl,
she had very pale white skin and hair, we got along very well and i really liked her.
then one day she invited me to an after school party, we had fun there but then someone provoked her and she just went insane??!!
in that moment i found out she was a vampire. She couldnt control herself and she ended up accidentally killing me,
I then ended up getting stuck in a timeloop where i tried to save her or myself all over and over again only for me or her to get killed.
i guess it wasn't meant to be😔😔!!
february 21 2021.
I had a dream where i was pregant and i was like "hahaha i am so insane and crazy and my future children need to be crazy too" !!
so i opened up youtube and started watching youtube videos about bloody apples (so fucked up) thinking that the video can affect the insanity genes inside me and pass it on to ym future children.
february 24 2022.
I had a dream where i was playing Deltarune in VR but it wasn't anything like deltarune and was more like yume nikki.
I remember there being different worlds you could go to, first one being a "forest world" that was a big foresty hedge maze, The hedges were surrounded by trees, some of them having red eyes that would glare at you. the vegetation was very green and the sky was blue with without a single cloud. the path going around the maze was pastel yellow stone road. the maze borders were surrounded with white fences, the outside area being empty flat field.
Inside the maze strange black and white creatures would run past you occasioanally, one of them being a cat which scared me and i hid between the trees in fear.
after noticing my fear the cat said something to me (dont remember what.) that made me get out of hiding.
Once i got out of the tree maze i found myself at a long path, the sky was dark grey and the path was foggy but was surrounded by giant buildings with floating neon signs. i didn't have to walk that path, as the ground would slide me to the other end.
many shadowy figures passed me on the road and i waved at them, all of them waving back.
At the end of the long path i arrived at a snowy loaction with hills, night sky, frozen over lake, it was dark and there was a road lined by yellowish lights. along the road there was a big cliff and on the top of it resided a big castle like building, it was huge.
upon seeing it i remember saying "wow this deltarune VR is so pretty!" I walked past the castle, following the road.
The snowy path led to me a foggy, empty city. i walked through the city to a random apartment complex and the game locked me there, ending the experience. i was upset because i wanted to continue exploring.
december 20 2022.
I had a dream where i got a new temporarily house for some reason. after making my home there, i found out the house used to be owned by a terrifying serial killer who still hasnt been caught.
when night came i was paranoid as fuck like "omg what if they come back" only to look out the window and see that they did indeed come back, and is right outside at the driveway. they looked like a Moe anime girl. I ran into the bathroom, locked the door and called 911.
december 23 2022.
I had a dream where there was a new ride at disneyland called The George Washington ride. the ride was designed that it will confuse the shit out of people, so the riders will forget the park's layout and thus "can enjoy more rides".
The ride was a horror train that was equipped with sounds that would send people into panic.
january 13 2023.
i had a dream that me and my friend aaron had connections to the U.S goverment. we had requested them a helicopter ride to helsinki, which they had to comply.
after arriving at helsinki there was this big pink colored store (like walmart) that was selling alternative clothing (mostly gyaru).
when i stepped in i realized i had no fucking shoes (toes out), so i freaked out and tried to find ways to cover them up.
i then noticed the store had a rainforest cafe in it too?? but the rainforest cafe wasn't decorated or anything it was white colored with green tables and thats it. not even plants or anything.
february 2 2023.
I only remember a single thing from this dream but i thought it was interesting, the sentence; "like this post if u go to bank after u die".. huh..
february 18 2023.
I had a dream where i decided to go to a MCR hologram concert with my friends; aaron, celery.. and celery's dad?.
we arrived at the venue which was located at this weird gas station mall. the venue from inside was more like a movie theatre as it had seats, but stage still being present.
after sitting down i noticed aaron wasn't with us anymore , so i asked celery about it. only to get the response "Aaron ran out and got run over by a car and died". what.
April 17 2023.
I had a dream where I was inside a restaurant horror game where you would have to serve people while a soyjak png would run around, chase you and kill people.
May 10 2023.
I had a dream where i was at a music festival with my grandma and my aunt.
It was saturday and the only performers they had for that day were lilnasx and Deftones.
before i got to see any of them my grandma decided we're going home bc apparently "my aunt wasnt feeling well". i was very upset by this desicion.
during the car ride home i started hitting my aunt with a phone because i didn't like how she was the reason i missed out on a concert experience.
after my act of violence i looked out the car window and saw 3 pillars shaped like banban from garten of banban. i burst into crazy laughter, i thought it was the funniest shit ever.
june 20 2023.
I had a dream where i was going to an omerta concert. i was so fucking excited bc i loveee omerta.
I arrived at the supposed location. some employees present there said we gotta line up outside at a specific spot, so thats what i did.
after waiting some time they let us in, only for me to notice the place i arrived to was more like a movie theatre.
i felt really suspicious about it. i sat down, waited and found out there was no omerta.. they were showing some weird nasty film instead. i got up and left, i thought i must have arrived at the wrong location.
i asked people around the area, where the concert was being held and people gave me directions.
after finally arriving at the right location i excitedly opened the door, only to find out i was late. it was already over!!
i was so greatly upset that i startted hitting my head agaisnt the wall and crying. when i woke up i was devastated. worst dream ever!
September 1 2023.
i had a dream where i liked to play this random rodent game, u lived in a huge map that was modeled to look like a big human sized apartment complex ( you were rat sized in it).
the game had clan territories which were seperated by walls (another territory being another apartment etc.),
me and my RAT CLAN companion constantly broke into the roach terrirtory to steal from them, to just hangout or use it as a way to get into other places.
the owner/head of the roach clan absolutely didn't like that we did that.
after few instances of me and my rat companion doing our usual break-ins, the roach leader would start to chase us, but we always got back to our clan doors (doors seperating our areas). the roaches didn't want to cross over to us so we constantly got away.
the roach leader kept complaining about it to our rat clan leader, but one day out of nowhere, the rat clan leader decided to retire giving me the leader spot.
after the roach heard about my promotion, he became so fucking unbearable. threatening war, being annoying and sending constant death threats.
one day things got so heated we ended up having a nasty fight at our separating clan doors, it ended up going horribly.
after the altercation i stayed at the door just completely exhausted.
then i noticed someone was passing notes under the door, it some random roach lady from roach clan. we started passing notes to eachother dissing his leader and being like "girll hes soo annoying".
she expressed the need to join our rat clan because she was just so tired so i was like "ok come join us ^_^,"but then after the agreement she said we have to hide her because she was HIS INGAME WIFE?!??
i was like "wtf I'm gonna get killed if he found out" but then she assured me like "noo they're never gonna find me ^_^" and i was like "ok i will hide you".
some time passed, she was safe and still hiding in our clan, but then the roach started noticing her absence.
he didnt straight away accuse me, but i noticed he was acting rly weirdly.
later someone IRL rung my doorbell and my mom opened the door.
i was in my room while it happened so my mom led the person to my room and IT WAS LIKE THE PERSON PLAYING AS THE ROACH?!! LIKE HE CAME TO MY FUCKING HOUSE.
he was rly ugly hetero looking guy 28-38 yrs old. he then started yelling to me like "I KNOW YOU TOOK HER!!! ADMIT IT" , and i was like "wtf are u talking about ".
he then left and i returned to the game.
November 2 2023.
i had a dream that i was in America with some random people i didn't know.
we were desperately trying to find a goodwill, i tried google maps but the closest goodwill to us ended up being a ballpit inside a mcdonalds??
we decided to stay in the mcdonalds for a while bc we're already here.
While i was sitting at my seat waiting for my order, some dude came in, sat next to me, and started talking about GMAIL. i was rly confused like what was this guy doing but then the realization struck me, this was the guy who was harassing me via gmail and he somehow found me.
i freaked out and started fighting with him and i punched him in the face.
December 19 2023.
I had a dream that i was scrolling tumblr.
i came across a danganronpa ship blog themed around one specific ship, which i do not remember.
the aforementioned blog had a profile for each danganronpa character from the second game.
On the profile of Teruteru Hanamura the blog owner had written that the reason why Teruteru looks so different from the other characters is because he wears a skin suit. underneath this skin suit he actually looks like everyone else, but he has giant breast. he uses the skinsuit to hide/bind his chest because he's transmasc.
Janurary 15 2024.
I had a dream that I was at a digital VR version of new york with a friend (wasnt an actual person. brain made up).
my "friend" knew a place where we could see "really cool digital rooms that will definetly amaze me in some way", so i followed them to a dark alleyway. they led me to a doorway which was guarded by 3 people who were sitting in front of it.
my friend went past them with no problems, but as i approached the doorway the 3 guards tried stopping me, and started saying how i need to pay to enter.
i didn't comply with this as i didnt see them as legit guards. I replied to them; "Nice scam! im not falling for that!!" and continued my way into the area behind the door. I climbed some stairs, walked for a while and i noticed i've gotten myself lost! FUCK!
it was a maze-like hallway place, very dark and grimy, low ceiling and the walls being dark green/blue bricks. every inch of those wall being covered with lined doors
after realizing my horrific situation, i started hearing footsteps of one of the guards, they were following me.. i started running and found myself in a place where all the doors had a terrifying image on it and i was so freaked out.
Janurary 15 2024.
(second dream in a day! freaky!)
I had a dream that i was at home, and my dad (my dad wasnt my real dad in this dream) said that we're all going to go see "the rock island go past us again". so me, my fake dad and fake siblings went outside and walked through a snowy forest to reach a cliff that was by a big river.
there were big crowds by both sides of the cliff.
my dad in this dream said that "a giant piece of a rocky island goes through this river every few years." and that "it was a huge event".
so we sat at the cliffside and waited for a while.
then we saw it, a giant orange piece of rock with trees, grass and dirt ontop was coming in our direction. it was huge but shiftly went past us without hitting anything, continuing through the river towards a city that was on the other side of the river.
when we were about to go back home my mom came to us running. She got mad that she missed the whole event.
during the walk back to home i was pissed because a finnish movie studio was going to make a finnish remake of reanimator, the main role being played by Riku Nieminen with a wig and drawn on eyebrows.
Janurary 16 2024.
I had a dream that i was on a summer coding camp.
i dont remember the camp part much, but at one point i opened my phone and scrolled twitter. Apparently the current "main character" of twitter was some person who beat cancer, but the way they announced it was tweeting "I beat photocondriac cancer. I do not care" accompanied with a gif of a cartoon chatacter walking into a burning incinerator.
PEOPLE WERE LIVID. ABSOLUTELY FUMING BECAUSE OF THIS. I have no idea why.
afterwards i found out that jeph howard, the bassist of The Used, worked on the fnaf movie and announced it through a four panel vent comic.
february 4 2024.
I had a dream that i was at my grandparents house with my aunt, we had found a children's toy phone that has the ability to contact real police. i was messing with it trying to get it to work, but we decided to not go further bc we didn't want police coming to the house.
after this, the dream got alterted into something brand new.
the house we were in grew in size, now having long hallways, big rooms, akin to liminal spaces. it was additionally full of aliens that had a crocodile body, human like alien head with exposed brains which were covered with a thin sheet of skin.
Me and aunt were being chased by one of these aliens, we ran into a bathroom that had the appearance of a public bathroom, stalls and all. it was completely dark with the only light coming from the doorway.
my aunt was lashing at the alien with a big keychain, The alien was intimitated by this and quickly ran away leaving me and my aunt alone at the bathroom. few moments after that, my aunt spotted something outside of the bathroom and left me alone there with the keys.
I was so clueless what to do, until another alien got into the bathroom and started approaching me. everytime it took a step closer id lash the keys trying to hit it and scare it away. I remember saying the sentence "this hurts and you know it!!" while doing this. The alien seemed to understand the sentence i said since they started showing signs of backing up, but ended up continuing my torment Dx.
i started trying to hit it all frantically because i was terrified as FUCK, This finally scared the alien away.
at that point i was so frightened and paranoid that i climbed on top of one of the stalls in the bathroom to hide.
february 13 2024.
I had a dream that i was going somewhere from school and the intersection near my school now had pedestrian stoplights.
the lights were at red, so i couldnt move forward, and was forced to wait.
while waiting i somehow summoned an out of control vehicle out of my hands with my mind, as i was looking at it bouncing and crashing around huge regret washed over me and i thought "FUUUCKK I SHOUDLNT HAVE DONE THATTT".
after i expressed this regret, it suddenly crashed into a group of people at the end of the road, possibly killing them.
the people who were waiting at the stoplights with me turned around to stare at me, but they quickly continued on with their day once the light turned green.
after i crossed the road an older woman pulled me aside really angrily and started talking about "how i should turn myself in so the cops let me off easy." I was freaked out because i thought i could get away with it by just walking away..
i shortly arrived at the police station. I was too shy to talk to them so i hid in their coat rack.
february 19 2024.
I had a dream that i was at a museum that contained human beings who have been mutilated beyond their human form.
the area of the museum was a small hallway that had small windows on the walls. inside those windows, contained these 'people', dead or alive.
one of these beings was a human who was turned into a fleshy toilet, hairs and all still present. another one turned into a being who was nothing but a box who only could communicate through music notes.
the museum had a thrift store attached to it too, which i dug through. found nothing remarkable.
march 11 2024.
I had a dream that i was a big anti capitalism extremist and i had plans to assassinate the millionaire CEO of a big, rich company.
the CEO's house resided at the top of a giant mountain, and i somehow thought it was approriate to climb it with my only gear being a baseball bat and a parachute. surprisingly, i arrived at the top without much problems, only to see his house has been replaced with a miniature replica of the house. i was so devastated, i climbed the whole mountain only for not to be able to kill him??
i was ready to give up until i noticed his house was on the other mountain, right next to the one i was on right now. i was able to jump on the neighboring mountain without having to climb all the way down. i got to his house (which looked like a house made of sticks and hay??) and beat him to death with a baseball bat.
after the deed was done, i opened my parachute and jumped all the way down on top of some house right next to a road. i went inside the house without a second thought, only to realize im not alone in the house. There was someone on the computer in the living room!!
their gaming set up and overall appearance was alike to a stereotypical gamer girl (pink, cat headphones, anime posters).
for some reason my next course of action was to kill her, (i really don't know why, she got nothing to do with this.. i was out for blood for no reason).
she was on a discord call with like 3 other people. while i approached her, she said to her VC that "i think there's someone in the house.." at that second i struck and threw her to the ground and disconnected her from the call because i felt it was way too cruel to let her friends hear this. i then beat her to death with the bat i had earlier.
while trying to get rid of all the evidence there was, i realized i had my hairs ALL OVER the crime scene. dozens on the ground, i was fucked. i spent a good while picking them up which was a mistake, because as i was making my leave i heard a knock on the door, which turned out to be one of her discord call friends.
i realized i've basically already gotten caught because i had no other ways to leave. then the dream ended.
march 23 2024.
I had a dream that i was traveling somewhere in finland and currently i was at a bus stop of a city unfamiliar to me, it was late at night.
i was awaiting for a bus i had called earlier it took a while but the bus finally came, but it was an unusual one. The bus blasted loud music, had colorful lights all around the outer shell and had big airbrushed paintings of various cartoon characters on the sides. The Bus service was legit and these busses were called "Lovlys".
i texted my mom about them.
april 17th 2024.
I had a dream that i was at a campsite with my grandmas family and their RV, and some random boy came to our RV and threatened to kill us.
later another campsite visitor informed me that the boy from earlier had killed his parents and another family at the campsite, and
as a way of trying to form peace and spare my life, I obtained a picture of his dead parents, made one of those AI song lipsync head movement videos of them on my phone and made the boy watch.
May 20th 2024.
I had a dream that I was going to some kind of building with my mom, but as we arrived we noticed a huge crowd had built around the front doors, as we walked closer we could make out that there was some serious altercation, a violent knife attack.
at the doors there stood 3 people with knives who threatened to stab whoever got close. idk why they were doing this. I tried to do something about it, but the fear of getting stabbed prevented me from taking too much action.
at this point, my mind blanked and i remember nothing from this part, but it ended in one of the knife people getting decapitated. i felt bad for them, so i found a plastic tub from the buildings garage, put his body laying on top of it, filled it with ice cold water (with neck part being submerged), hoping that the ice will help the head and torso connect again. (at this point of a dream, the yard had emptied and it was night, for some reason). i tried doing various other things to make sure he won't die.
during this project, my mom snuck behind me, when i turned around, some blue ghost thing snapped her neck, which also decapitated her for some reason. I had to do the same ice tub thing for her too.
It didn't take long until i had another body in my hands. i found out that the building we were outside of, was a wrestling arena, and apparently one of the wrestlers got decapitated too. THE WRESTLER?? JOHN CENA?!. i had to do the same ice tub project on him too. the dream ended and this point, so i cannot tell you was the ice tube technique something that could work, but i have low hopes.
May 27th 2024.
I had a dream that "the end of the world" was upon us, and you could ascend to a new plane of being if you had a wallet, a wallet with one of those plastic clear windows that is, no other type of wallet was deemed legitimate.
I was in my house at the date it started. i was laying on my bed ready to go, unplugged few outlets because i was worried that a fire could start. i wished i could return someday to my material possessions, and have them in a mint condition still.
I waited for a while only to realize, i don't think they're going to take me. My wallet sucked too much to leave the earth.
I accepted my fate and made it my task to go steal an electricity generator from our closest hardware store, because i had a feeling the electricity will go out soon, because most are gone and all.
When i left the house, everything was really quiet. the sun was slowly rising and the sky had a calming pink color, i could hear conversations coming from few opened windows and balconies on my walk. most left, but not everyone.
at this point, my memory blanked. all i know is that i never reached the hardware store. upsetting!
June 6th 2024.
I had a dream where a disembodied voice commanded me to list all communist bands i knew of. i listed few, some real, some fictional bands created by the dream i was in. as i finished with my list, the voice got mad at me for "forgetting loathe"...
loathe is a real band and i dont think they are communist.
June 19th 2024. (from this day forward i started venlafaxine, prepare for my dreams to get a bit more nonsensical than before)
I had a dream where i was at my aunts house. she had "special plants" that for some reason had difficulties growing even they were in perfect ideal conditions. we spent some time observing the plants only to find out the culprit.
a large cockroach with a decorated/painted shell had been visiting the plants and eating parts of them. the cockroach also had the ability to shape shift into a form of a dog, while still having cockroach charasterics.
Me and my aunt tried various ways of trying to defeat the roach, like taping its eyes so it wouldn't be able to see..
June 23th 2024.
I had a dream where i was told a horror story about a true experience a family went through. In the story an unusually large family had moved into a new cottage type of house. before they bought the residence, the seller had told them "don't make the house too warm". the warning was very strange but they didn't think too much about it. the weather was cold as christmas was approaching, of course they would need to keep some heat in the house.
On christmas the whole family was enjoying a comfortable evening with their fireplace on for the first time, suddenly they started to feel movement. their house was off it's usual spot and was sliding down a hill!!!!! the house crashed down at the bottom, the outcome was catastrophic. the whole family went to see what even caused this horrible incident, so they went to their home's former position and saw a large manhole like vent on the center of the house's former spot. apparently a large monster lived under there and had pushed the house.
I rememberer the dream continuing after that but my memory is a bit foggy.
